love is a sweet torment.

love. whatever it is, but it actually brings happiness.

not just a feeling. it takes so much special words to describe.

love does not ever make lovers do something crazy, something bad, something blind, or whatever those like. love is never blind. love always sees whatever in front. love is always right.

no minus words for love.

love also does not need sacrifices.

love just wants lover to love with its love.

i do not exactly know what love is.

i just know, love does ..

make me wanna cry. wanna smile at the same time.

make me wanna scream. wanna keep silence at the same time.

make me wanna go. wanna stay at the same time.

make me happy but also sorrow at the same time.

no, love is not confusing.

whatever you feel, love is just a sweet torment.

we did not say anything.

Me : i just wanna say sorry for all my mistakes to you. i just want you to know that i am happy being your friend :) you have to trust me. i am just really happy. you helped me anytime, you heard me anytime, and you smiled me everytime we meet. althought i did not. i wanna ask your help for one time more..

H : yeah. i am happy you say that. but, what do you want for me?

Me : okay, first, i wanna say thanks for being my friend. my good friend :) but, i also wanna you to keep avoiding me. it is just for someone i love very much. i wanna you to act like you dont know about me. anything about me.

H : why?

Me : i dont know why, you just have to help me. just keep avoiding me. i never forget how we made this friendship, but, i want you to dont know me anymore. thanks for everything.. and thanks for your last help. i wont consider you as my friend anymore. i hope you'll do the same..

H : is that really what you want? okay, i will help you. but, please dont ever forget, i wont let you go. i dont know the exactly reasons are, but i just won't let you go. i promise..

birthday greetings and prays

i have had this idea before i got a very early greeting of my birthday.
yeah, and now, i will just post 'em. it has been long time since my birthday.

it is not a many greetings. but, i appreciate that so much. just thanks for you who has given me the greetings and prays..

enjoy them! :D

this is my first greetings from my Hubby. but, he's already called me and sing a happybirthday song for me.

this is from my Mom. a singkat padat dan jelas greeting. yeah at night she did a greeting again :)

these are from my df's :) mariska and wulan :D

and these are randomly from twitter, facebook, bbm, or texts :)

thanks again lovely friends! :*

(all greetings are special)

ps :

these greetings are captured from 00.01 am - 11.59 pm on August, 6th 2011.

all captured pictures are took from a wallpost, tweets, texts, and chats on bbm. comments are not included.. sorry for who commented ^^v

and also one more, these are randomly put on. so, nothing more special beetween the first one and the last one :)

and this is the first time i got. a freaky-mahed greetings from my boyfriend. a day after :) and the greeting after :p

they are very lovable :)

and what a long post -____- adited times and times :( 
an orange juice will be lovely at this noon :D *brb make it*