Everyday i count days, i wondered about futures.
My future, my family's, my friend's..
Shall I graduate from college?
Shall I go adult?
Shall I get jobs that i want to?
Shall I get married?
Shall I have sons or daughters that have a similar face with me or my hubby?
Shall I grow old?
Shall I owe "you"?
Shall I spend my time with someone i love?
and so many "shall I" i wonder to my count days..
But, ah, who knows?
Who knows about future?
I am just so scare.
How if i didnt have much age to reach all things i wanted to?
How if i didnt have much chance to be with someone that i loved so much badly?
How if i didnt have much time to be with you, pals, parents, families, neighbors, anyone?
I am just too scare of being someone that leave this world by an ill. Or by an accident..
I am just too scare :'(
Lifetime is not about time actually, but about life too. if you have a good quality life, you must be have a good quality time for everyone you know or know you.
