Monday, August 22, 2011

a lost

long time no see ;)
but now, i wanna share sorrows.
at my fb homepage, there is a little note. written by my jhs mate. the title is "surat buat jek".
okay, i opened and read. yeah. feeling empty. because, i have ever felt some feelings like he's feeling right now.
loosing something is really bad.
what about loosing someone? it'll be worse!
i remembered.
i lost a friend of mine for about 2 months ago.
and i really really regret that when he's gone, i am not his "friend" anymore.
oh my God! you know what that was like??!
i couldnot believe. i came to his home. and finally, i saw by my eyes that his name written on "bendera kuning".

if only i could change time,
i would like to be in time when he and i are still in a friendship. in a chatting. in a texting. in a talking. in a calling. in a webcamming :( oooh yeaaaaaa! i know i lost him for ever after... and i am not ready for that.. untill now :-(
he is my friend.
and i miss him as a friend too.
some moments are still in my head..
ps :
for my super boyfriend : please dont be jealous. love you ♥♥♥♥♥